Oh My Simp
- Molefi

- Jun 10, 2022
- 3 min read
Updated: Sep 27, 2022

You got me all the way F*cked Up!
Are you going to just stand there and act like I did absolutely nothing for you? You wanted me to prove to you that I am the type of guy you should be with. I "deep sigh" did the most!
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All those groceries, On me! I kept you fed when you only had cold water and one overripe tomato in your damn fridge. You ungrateful b*tch! How can you do me like this? You gained relationship weight with me, I thought we were happy. Without fail, I would let you know how beautiful you are to me. I did not mind buying you the makeup you wanted or scheduling your salon visits for your hair and nails. I bought your whole style knowing you like to play dress-up.
Cotton candy disappears in water just like your salary. Willingly, you would not spend a single cent on me and I was cool with that. On a weekly, I was there for you. Giving up my own salary just so you could breathe easy. I would suffocate all in the name of what I thought was love.
All those bae-cations we took, I paid for! When my salary was not enough to satisfy you, I got a credit card, coupled with my savings, not to mention my overdraft. This relationship was a black hole disguised as a rainbow. Funds dried up, and I could no longer provide. You did not bother to check up on me. What! Was I suddenly not your type? Did you forget who paid your rent?
The sex numbed me to all your bullsh*t. You betrayed me so flawlessly, your smile made me make excuses for you. I am f*cking broken. I was desperate for your love. I bathed in depression because of you, nearly suicidal and sh*t… I hate you! Ooh, ha ha ha! I just spilled... I think I have had one too many. I cannot handle my liquor, I miss you. You know I don't mean any of that, right babe? "laughs"
We would fight then makeup, I got used to that. Yesterday was the first time I punched a brick wall in anger. I broke my hand, it’s swollen now. I am so embarrassed about this injury, when my colleagues ask me what happened, I just... I just want to hold you. I love you, I will not hurt you. I will break everything around you, do not f*ck with me! I am not the bad guy, I’m sorry sweetie.
My debts leave me laying in bed wide awake, thinking to myself. Why the f*ck did I do all of that for you? I mean… I am swimming in the deepest end, I cannot even do sh*t for myself. I got bad credit over a b*tch!
I tried calling you, 85 times! 85 times! Hoping you would pick up. Are you fucking someone else? How dare you make me lose myself like that, got me blowing up your phone like that. Who do you think you are? You did not have self-esteem before you met me. I chose you every time!
I spent over 40k to be in a relationship with you. I feel like a poes! B*tch I even helped you complete your academic assignments. What the f*ck was I doing!?
My emotions got me good and proper.
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